Dilemma

As you can see, I have religiously write in 3 days in a row. Not that I am an avid blogger in the making... but just that I have that disposable time (usually when my baby is sleeping and I have done my chores) I use to surf net, check my emails and catch up with my fav soap operas. These disposable times are contributed by the fact that I have recently resigned from Fastenal Singapore. Yes, finally I have done so. Applause! For finally dragging myself up from a comfortable position as QA Engineer and seek for something more... More what? I have got no idea. Challenge maybe, better remunerations definitely, something fulfilling I guess. All I know is that it is about time.
So what am I doing after this... TEACH! Yes, I have gotten a placement in a nearby secondary school to teach Maths and Chemistry. Am I looking forward to it? Not really. I kind of like what I'm doing right now. Spending all my time with my son. Sooo.... get to the point. What's the dilemma about? I am contemplating of joining 2 openings at separate organisations. Well, not contemplating really, since I have already submitted my resume :)
One is an engineering position. Another is graphic designing. Yes, the latter definitely is more attractive but the company have told me that they might not be able to match my expectations. There are Pros and Cons for all and I am aware of it all. I just can't make up my mind and I don't feel like deciding now.
Izzul is sleeping soundly. It has been raining for days. Good weather to sleep.
Yesterday, my brother and sis-in law brought me and Izzul to Johor Bahru in Malaysia. I haven't been there in ages. I used to frequent there while I was single. But since I got married, my husband kinda stop me from going there. He means well. He just fear our safety. But since my brother was around, he let me off for one day. Thank you Dear!
Lucky for me, Izzul was not fussy or anything. He was a doll- he played and mumbles to himself or sometimes just look at his surroundings with curiousity. Sigh... I am so going to miss him when I start to work next week.