Away to Mekka

I know they are gone for a good cause. But I just can't help myself. My tears were streaming like tap water. I didn't want to talk to anyone or I will just breakdown. But what is it that makes me so sad? Well, for one, they have always been there for me. I mean, they never go off for holidays just on their own because my father don't like the idea. Or go anywhere out of Singapore for anything longer than 2 days. He likes to go off for a holiday as a family. SO for the last 26 years, they have been there always. As for me,I have never travelled far enough- long enough. So, they are always within reach. Now that I've moved out, they are just a traffic light away.
And my mum is like my helpline. Trouble in the kitchen, household matters or with Izzul, I just dial her number. She's always at home.
And if I'm not schooling or have free day, Izzul and me will laze around till noon before making plans with my mum to go shopping.
The problem with me is that I treat her more than a mum. To me, she is a friend that I hang with. As sad as that sounds, that is me. I love spending time with her. Especially at 4pm when we have our teatimes. It's girls talk.
And Izzul........ how he must feel... Seeing him hug my mum and dad, I can see how much he will miss them.
Ok, i gotta go before i start streaming again.