Thursday, October 30, 2008

grumpy ol' Mas

I have so many things to talk about.. we went to the zoo on Deepavali holiday, then just now I took Izzul to the wet playground. Then, I want to talk about how my nausea is killing the people around me... BUT, I'm tired. I get so tired easily these days. Even when I'm not tired, I want to sleep because of the queasy feeling in my stomach.. or somewhere there.
It's heartburn. For some people, they have morning sickness, they vomit. For myself, I just can't seem to throw it out my mouth.. So it just got stuck somewhere in between my throat and my chest.
This discomfort made a little grumpy the other day during a group discussion. But seriously, even if I was right on my opinions, I shouldn't let it get to me that way.
You know how a happy pregnancy can lead to a happy baby. That explains Izzul. I was so happy when I was carrying him. Even when my superior then, was breathing down my neck, I could just walk right pass him and give him my brightest smile. When I was 2 weeks away from my due date, I remembered he made me sit with him in the meeting room for almost 2 hours and he tormented me with unreasonable work requests and he purposely questions my commitment to the company. On that day, he almost made me cry(I was sad that he was not able to recognize the work that I contributed to the company)... but I didn't..Because I already made up my mind about leaving!
Anyway, that's history. I was really happy though when we went to the zoo the other day. I had such a great time although it did rain halfway. We managed to see all the animals still. I was so enthusiastic about the trip that I was not tired from all the walking. And I was in a long dress, mind you! We didn't plan of going to the zoo that day. it was a last minute thing and I was from my in-laws place. So, long dress was the only thing I had in the big duffel bag. So long dress it is. I'm on my school laptop, so I don't have the pic with me but I promise I'll have it asap. Hmmm, as soon as I finish my assignment due on 4th Nov :)
So looking forward for the term break!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

ehem ehem... 4th nov... hint hint =P